A note on the writing process in progress.
The writing process is much like the carving of “Confirmation” sculpture. I write a little just as I carved a little, rounded, smoothed, feeling, knowing that it felt appropriate to do so, yet having no idea what the finished sculpture would be and, in this moment of writing, having little idea what this writing will become.
As was the case with the sculpture, at some point there may well have to be a time for a leaping, a plunging in. In the case of “Confirmation,” the lead-up to the plunge took a considerable period of time, a lot of hesitation and a good deal of procrastination. I somehow wanted to know for sure what I was to do next. With intuitive listening there is no “for sure.” The leap came with built up frustration, maybe some despair, some anxiety or was it a little more courage that pushed, pulled or nudged the process over the edge to a deeper level, a more “sense able” level? In time, metaphor, meaning and understanding are revealed and developed.
At this stage I could comprehend the beauty, the wisdom, the appropriateness and what appeared to me to be the amazing guidance that had been working with me and through me.
The meanings that I had given the experiences, had been composed from the feelings that had up-welled from within. Having experienced feelings that I have interpreted and accepted as having a high level of comfort, of warmth, these harmonic vibrations were accepted as of appropriate.
I continue to feel for this type of guidance as I proceed with development of this writing.